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      NEWS: Discord Server & Clubs (aka Groups) are back!   08/19/17

      Hello everyone I'm back with a couple big updates! Firstly we now have a Discord server, this is a real-time chat messaging client you can run on your phone, desktop, or anywhere. It's a pretty powerful desktop application that enables people to chat together, and with multiple channels you can find people interested in what you're interested in. If you don't already have a Discord account it's pretty easy to get one, just click the following invite link to get started: https://discord.gg/Ahzu9jC Secondly I'm proud to announce the return of Groups, it's been renamed to Clubs and is now available here: https://muscle-growth.org/clubs/. This system is entirely user generated and allows users to create groups of their own based on any subject they want. Go ahead and try it now, visit the link above to get started if you want to create or join a group!   As always thank you to all of our donators and Patreon contributors who keep the forums going! 


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  1. Putting in my thoughts here as well. Like deebee, muscle has somehow become almost an addiction for me. In the sense that if someone was not fit, muscular, or big-framed in some sense, I would not be as interested in that guy. And yet, I am also not someone who would enjoy the idea of casual sex. So, it's a weird space where I have to question in what balance do I include this fetish, and in what portion do I be realistic in finding a relationship. For me, the fetish is strong enough to almost be a problem. In the sense that I can lose focus of my life if I don't balance the desire in some form or another. If I don't do anything it gnaws on my psyche forever, (not too bad, but annoying) and on the other end if I overindulge it or express it in the wrong way (for me that's anything related to casual sex or porn), it becomes almost engulfing in its intensity. One thing that IS sort of helping me is starting to work out. Ironically, it eases the tension. But I always think: "How do I coexist with this?". I don't hate having such an interest in muscle, in fact I enjoy it. It's rather the difficulties that surround such intense want for it that tires me out.